Sunny-side Up

I sit awake through the night, filled with gloom and doom,

Thoughts of you fly by with a zip and a zoom.
I wonder if the darkness will ever go.

Will dawn break? Will the sun show?

I feel so tired but I'm not allowed to sleep.

I've counted a million jumping fucking sheep.

Then I hear your voice, I get a rush, a tingle.
The bells of life start to jingle.
I hear the birds tweet, blackness turns to blue,
Morning's here at last because of you.
You smile at me and I smile back,
This sunshine moment makes up for what the night did lack.
You open the curtains, out the window I gaze,
Only your beauty can beat the early morning haze.
We go out for breakfast in a place by the square,
Your eyes reflect a sunbeam's glare.

We sip on our tea, and as your lips touch the cup,

Our bacon and eggs arrive.... sunny-side up.

I Am...

I am sorrow,

I miss someone,

I can not function.

I am missing something.

I have nothing.

I am solitude.
Abdication. I am alone.
Desolation. Come back home.
For you I will always fend for.
Complete me once more.

I am anger.

Frustrated I'm of no avail.

I am the twisted, rusted nail.

I am the bitter taste,

Of love going to waste.

I am vengeance,

I will react in rapture

I will strike down your captor,

He that has taken control of your life. 

I grip my knife...